Some exposition— it’s 1:28 in the morning, I just had a nice, candid conversation with a friend, a playlist from dimmer days is playing. I’m supposed to get up in approximately five hours, but I’m too busy lamenting the fact I haven’t written anything in what feels like a lifetime. Something I’ve been struggling with lately is how words don’t come as easy as they used to. What I want to say, how I feel, it’s all in my head but whenever I try to put it to words, it’s muffled– like trying to speak while you’re under water. These days, I want so desperately to come up for air. I haven’t been very good with words lately, so I’m going to make a list, like I always do.
